i think

this is a sign from God, that you're not supposed to be in my life as prominently as i originally thought. actually multiple things are happening that lead me to say that. have you ever wondered whether the person you end up marrying was someone youve known for a long time, or sometime relatively new? i wish God would just tell me already. theres prob. 3 people in my whole life that ive met i could see me marrying. A, B, and C. A is out of the picture for sure. so that leaves B and C. in light of certain circumstances, its leading more towards B now. but its possible that its C.

when i do meet that person, or come to the realization its supposed to be her, i want it to hit me like a avalanche or a freight train. i want to know for sure without a doubt in my mind that shes the one, and that ill have no more second guesses.

God knows the type of girls im attracted to, so im really curious how he works that into the equation, and how it affects in how certain people relate to me.

also, i realized since it could essentially be anyone, i don't think im gonna be so open about my relationships/love life to anyone but my family, God, and my best guy friend its a way of guarding my heart and thoughts so you don't know what's coming.

heres to the future. i cannot wait to meet you. 'nuff said

sidenote: i seriously cannot express how happy i am whenever i find good voices on youtube. most covers suck and the people are out of tune and dont have good diction or rhythm. further more, its even harder to find people you personally know or people that go to the same school that have a voice that is worthwhile. i don't really personally know this kid, but we have had some mutual classes together, and im sure we know of each other since we pass by each other and/or have mutual friends. plus we share the same the same name, are in the same class, and hey we're both asian and musically inclined.

in my opinion this guy is better than any guitarist/singer duo than anyone i've ever met back home. meet steven lee, student at andrews university (chyeah).