being so incredibly far away from God at this moment makes me realize that im losing a person i really really care about. i dont even know how they feel about me anymore, and if everythings gone, i guess it's my fault. i lit my own fire and now im afraid i burned most of my chances with you. im not even sure what i want, what i need, or what's best for me, but losing you would hurt. i can fairly say it would. yup
if it happens, it happens. ill suck it in, be a man about it, and smile through my teeth. im good at fronts. really really good. i wish sometimes..idk. please don't leave my life, im really fond of you. please don't...im scared of what I might become.
-steven
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