i think i know

for even a little bit, what it feels like to be a parent/dad. i dont think ive ever been more scared for another person. 6-7 hours is a pretty long time to look for someone. i cant imagine the stress if it was over days. you know?


maybe this is a sign i need to stay closer to home? my dad stopped by last night because he had high blood pressure and wasnt feeling well. my dad needs someone to look after him, its hard if hes the only one living alone you know? my little brother needs a person that can make sure hes on top of things. my mom needs emotional support.




i dont even know what im supposed to do. anyway. its summer, lets live it up a little right? anyway, tomorrow should be more promising.

two major things i think:

-ashlee's photoshoot (lets hope this goes well, i dont use rebels too often)
-open a joint account for mhouse with sarah


im pooped. time for more brainstorming. mhouse? what else


ps. i need to buy one of these.