i hv really high

expectations.


for myself, my family, and even my friends.

i dont like it. i don't want them to be low, jus lowered. its not healthy at all for me to be have these things. after taking marriage and family i realize alot of information is actually relevant to my life, or life in general. for those of you that don't know my temperments, they are choleric, with sanguine and melancholy tied. some of my personality can be very dominant and overbearing. i like to take charge of things and spear head them as soon as possible. i am REALLY REALLY good at organizing things like events and plans, and overall i tend to be neat and clean. i am artistic for a good portion and i have a good portion of alone time. i like taking trips by myself and have been called emo more than one. my melancholy side is where the creative and musical person thrives. it helps my foodie self, music, and photography alot. and lastly i am sanguine. i really really love spending time with people and in the right crowd i am no where near anti-social.

like pastor j said, everyone has a love cup, and if at the end of the day, that cup isn't full, or full enough...you don't feel like your needs are met.

so true. it takes an AWFUL lot to make my cup full enough. i realized the only days where i feel loved by my friends is when i spend almost the whole day with them. quality time is extremely huge for me and so are acts of service. it seriously makes my day when i get comments from people meaning that they took the time to think of me. also texts. maybe thats why i do so much of both. FB and the phone that is.

anyway. i will try to stop having such high expectations.



sidenote: i finally been using my tongue scraper. its amazing! watch me in action. (song playing is "note to God" by charice pempengco) <----the only asian in history to land on the top 10 on the billboard charts




note to self: nic can be so much polite and friendlier than jon is sometimes.



sidenote #2: i went to say bye to sarah tonight...gave her a copy of the cue photo and some soup. saw josh also. anyway.SARAH is leaving tomorrow at 530 am =/ i wont see her until thanksgiving break or probably christmas break. wow that is LONG. i hope u have a safe flight cousin, and hope u enjoy your summer there. don't date any japanese boys that have STDs or small pee pees. jk. ill miss you! but thats why facebook and skype were created.