what am i afraid of? not much really.
one really big fear of mine is stationary heights. especially being on top of a really tall building and theres nothing really to stop you from falling if someone happened to push you or a big gush of wind happened to come by. another is suffocating. not so much on land or even in the air, but under water im scared about running of out breath. i hate the feeling of panicking and freaking out when you start to run out of air and you cant get it.
besides the physical fears theres also the ones that exist in my mind:
the top two are the safety of my friends and family. and not succeeding/failing.
the safety of my family is friends is pretty explanatory, but i dont think i can express how much i dislike failing.
particularly something that is seriously seriously SERIOUSLY stressing me out right now, is whether or not i will get accepted in dental school/medical school. even more so, i WANT and REALLY REALLY WANT to get into loma linda university. i really want to go there for some reason. im not even probably gonna apply to any other school. ive been checking my academic records though and i feel like i already blew it GPA wise. i know GPA isn't everything but im not used to having any Bs at all. im praying and hoping that the school sees potential in me and overlooks some of the academic part. im so nervous. its two years away and im freaking out already.
maybe i should start studying more? =///
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