smell the roses

while you can, because their scent is sweet and they kill easily.



recap:

sadly I overslept to be able to attend church. also was sad because I missed laing's go away party @ bensons. on the bright side, went to a friend's house to eat potluck. after that drove to dana point. realized that its THE place to have a photoshoot. spent the day getting to know a friend's family. also hung out with other friends. simba got sand stuck in him. was sad because someone threw sand @ him. =/ drove towards home, stopped by in-n-out. rented the strangers, watched it at another friend's house. stayed there in a allnighter/sleepover. im going to miss those nights. just woke up about a hour or so ago for the fifth time because of different interuptions.

-had to leave the sleepover because I had to beat my mom home in the morning -_-
-woke up to different txts from people an hour or so later
-woke up because another friend called and needed help
-woke up jus now because some filipino people were looking for my grandma so she can speak at their church sometime













im tired of waking up!

sidenote 1: were always watching out for you. although the night may brings its darkness like a haze that you cannot see through, remember this: the dawn is coming. the night may be long and harsh, filled with terrors and fears, but thats no matter, were HERE for you. so you can rest well my friend, let your eyes and mind rest well. let your guards down, let your barriers cease, and let us protect you. we will never reveal your secrets, never lose your trust, and never misguide our intentions for you. you've become a favorite of ours whether you know it or not, and although we know the morning is ultimately a good thing, we also know that it means that youre moving on to bigger and brighter things as portrayed by that morning light. we'd ask you to let us come along, but we also know that you need time to grow, time to bask in your light. so just this one night, sleep well

were always watching out for you.

sidenote 2: what happened? you appeared on my doorstep as if in need. as you entered in, your eyes tried to avoid contact with mine, what happened? a towel and bed is what I can provide, but I know you need more. youre here because you have no one else to turn to. but thats fine. nothings changed in our friendship, and thats the beauty of it. if you ever need a place to crash, stop on by. no shirt, no shoes, ALWAYS serviced.

no questions asked.