maybe no matter how well i progress in music or how much i progress in photography, it wont mean anything to me. i will always want to get better and think my work isn't that great. i see the SLIGHTEST flaws. forealz. i have a hugely critical eye and i am frequently asked to critique various things just for that reason. in other words, it takes a little bit more than usual or out of the ordinary to make me happy.
how can anyone deal with a person like this? a person like me? if i am the def. of a oxymoron. i really don't know how these different conflicting attributes can meld into what is me. i am seriously an organized mess. =P
tchaikovsky concert went extremely well, check out the vids on facebook if you can. they will prove to be pretty nice =D
also, AFIA banquet went well also. the photoshoot was exceptionally really awesome. i got to set up, use, and play with over 10k worth of lighting equipment plus got to work alongside one of the best photographers in the photo dept, not to mention one of my friends. anyway heres my fav photo of the night. can you guess what breakthrough piece of artwork this resembles? ill give you a cookie and a high five if you guess right!
sidenote: im dont know if i have time or if its good yet, but thank you for cheering me up. i almost forgot what it feels like to feel this way. im curious to see who you turn out to be.
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