more updates

but have to get to them later. no time right now


briefs: i havent spoken to you in a while, but i hope youre life is going well. i can see that ure slowing healing in some ways. im so sorry you had to go through 2 traumatic experiences in a relatively short span of time. one day i hope youll forgive me, and actually say it in person, or let me know. one day i hope we shed our unique short comings. until that day, just know God will always be with you and that youll have a friend that is praying for you.

i havent spoken to you either in a while. hope u are doing well. out of most people that i think of, i think youre probably one of the top people on my list that i miss the most. i know you are extremely busy with school and are trying to concentrate on that, but would it kill you to talk to me? i miss you!!! =X but im so excited to hear and see that you are branching out and becoming more social. i know you have it in you. =D

im sorry about things, and that they have to turn out like this. things play out differently in my head than they do in real life. i know it might feel like crap, but if its true, then it won't really matter so much in the long run. so dont try to think so much.


sidenote: PACQUIAO WON TONIGHT!!! not that its any surprise but yeah!!! freaken made history tonight. glad i spent the remainder of my night with some awesome people: dollentes, asumbrados, amber, earl, richmond, jane, kat, justin h, sheryl. and others. ALSO, concert tonight went EXTREMELY well! some spots that couldve been better but overall magnificent! never felt such a energy rush leading a section. i actually want to watch the video now, because i got so into it. i mustve looked fun swaying and dancing in my chair =x