back to normal?

first off, I just want to apologize to everyone that came into contact with me today

I really wasn't myself, or thats my old self....er yeah haha

but I just had some issues to deal with...actually like 2, but anyway 1 of them is taken care of so I should be my happy-sarcastic self tomorrow =) so I really do apologize for blowing people off, walking out of conversations, ignoring, acting EMO..haha my melancholy side came outt


ANYWAY besides that


im feeling alot better, so I got several things accomplished today like

- started on all them media projects that people are nagging me about, so I set ourselves a tentative deadline of may 25 cause theres no school that day....im feeling pretty good about the outcomes

oops haha i think thats it for today, but heres the info for the past days


dude I gave blood the other day and freEKEN A....that drained me....I think it affected me alot because I stayed up the whole night basically the night b4 because had a chinky baby to take care of...all together I think it cried like 8 times....SHEESH man

so yeah the nurses had to "milk" my arm so that the blood would come out, and after one of them had to walk me to the bathroom...then I had to lay down...

yeah, I think once or twice a year is good for me...not every 9 weeks haha


on a more sensitive note,

I am so depressed for my class dude....foreal theres so much junk going on and it affects the class as a whole....graduation weekend and everything..=/

we need Jesus....

lucky for me, I found the coolest song that cheered me up for the past 2 days....and I really want to perform it somewhere sometime, so if anyone has an offer, PLEASE tell me!

haha

"I Will Rise" - Chris Tomlin




Im dedicating this song (i know i didnt write it but yeah) to the best teacher music has ever known - Carl Fasshauer

and to my fellow classmates that are struggling...



OKAY TIMES POR SHAKESPEARE! and physics and precal..



*prayer*

Lord please be with all those I care about and please help me to get rid of my problem, because frankly I want it NOW